reading helter skelter
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Its been quite a while since i've blogged,and for some very peculiar and unknown reasons,i don't have a very good excuse as to why such a freak phenomenon is happening.The last post was 3 weeks ago.Thats why backward, if you would ask any blogger out here in these vast plains.Its long enough to make foot squished grape juice into wine.How horrid.Anywho, I must definatly say that this year has been very faux.I have no idea what the word faux means.It just came so as fitting for the sentence.Anyway, whether or not faux is appropriate for the sentence,This year so far, in all the shortness of the quick 2 plus plus months,has been rather stale for me,in a more colloquial way,this year damn sian leh..Many things have been weighing on my mind since the first day of school begun,and though i'm still in the midst of piecing together events to eventually form a good enough thesis and structure about what the hell these 2 plus plus months have been about,I must say i do feel a sense of displacement as of late.I shall thus explain myself one final time to everyone,and anything pertaining to this matter henceforth from today on would probably be taken in with the showy length of my middle finger.I have decided, after 6 days of very terrible and horrid headaches,to finally go to ACJC.i know for most, this would be received with a wide bug eyed stare,complimented with thoughts of "this guy is crazy" and all,or maybe "traitor traitor!!" from the victorian side..Bugger, this is even harder to explain.Actully having a hard time explaining to people that i meet.Its just that ACJC feels correct.I've been to AC a few times already, and everytime i walk through those gates,something inside me feels correct.Not that VJ is not correct or anything,But...... ahhh hell abndsivgbiab....Okay. in short, its my perogative.cheers!OH P.S. Pool anyone?? hahahaha...
post by joshua at 1:03 AM (x)
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
The Lord Blessed me on Friday.
Praise the LORD!!!!
Thank you Lord for EVERYTHING.
But now i'm confused.
torn between two places.
Somehow my heart is set on one,
but is it the right choice?
I need His Guidance one more time...
Help.
post by joshua at 9:34 AM (x)
Hello all!Its finally tuesday.. and that does not bode well.Oh no no no no no......3 more days to reality.Thats good in a way that we'll get to see everyone again!But darn sucky in THAT way that we would have to face up to reality.I'm darn worried..On one hand there's a possibility that dreams would be realised and happiness would prevail.But on the other its a really really bad nightmare.Shit happens, but still there's always a silver lining.Egad! its so "on-the-fence"!!Then there's the decision whether to go AC or to stay in VJ.VJ might be a very good school, with a superb culture, and i have a really swell class.. but i dunno,is it worth it to feel "discontented" and unsettled in a school even if its good?On the other hand, AC would be just like home,I'll feel more comfortable, have old friends, seniors, new friends,Culture's pretty much on par with fairfield, something that i WOULD be happy with,I don't know... i'm pretty torn between both schools.The people at VJ give me the "WHAT??" stare when i mention AC..well, they seem to have the wrong perception somehow..Like my lit teacher when she was way younger, at our age,I feel like some alien that landed on some different planet.Trouble is, she had friends of the same kind of schools to be with.I'm.. kinda splat?well.. i have no idea what this friday would be like..i shall just try to be calm and composed.haha.
post by joshua at 5:41 AM (x)
Being Joshua.
Undoubtably Joshua
SAX. JAZZ. ALL THAT SORT.
REROUTES.
Tigress Jane
Mr."CHIP" Weijie
CFC.(char.)
Carissa's Catastrophe
Nattie Chocolate
Chua Suyin.Cat chua
Alston
RE-REROUTES
My collage @ FLICKR
Sam Ryo's collage @ FLICKR
old friendster blog.
archives
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
skin design by GJ
also, kudos to Jane.
cheers.
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Undoubtably Joshua
SAX. JAZZ. ALL THAT SORT.
REROUTES.
Tigress Jane
Mr."CHIP" Weijie
CFC.(char.)
Carissa's Catastrophe
Nattie Chocolate
Chua Suyin.Cat chua
Alston
RE-REROUTES
My collage @ FLICKR
Sam Ryo's collage @ FLICKR
old friendster blog.
archives
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
skin design by GJ
also, kudos to Jane.
cheers.